Team Pain

Team Pain

I battle old and new injuries constantly

I don’t count any cost ’cause it’s worth it

It sharpens me like a weapon for PMA

19 years in and I wouldn’t trade a minute of it for anything

This is the skate life

I am a warrior for creativity 

I have been fortunate to look up to and meet some world changing people

I am a proud member of team pain

Son of Dog Town and the Bones Brigade

One of those who waters the street plant

– C Fish

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My name is C Fish

My name is C Fish and I’m an alcoholic. It means that sometimes life feels awesome like I can drop in and bust every trick. But often it means I slam hard to the bottom of the bowl. Sometimes I don’t know how to get back up. Other times I’m the one reaching to pick another up. I come from a past full of wounds. Being sober means I feel every last one of them. Even ones I didn’t know I had. I come from almost 19 years of skate punk and an alcoholic bloodline. So not surprising how things ended up. There are times I simply don’t understand how I feel about things. Addiction is the mental and emotional equivalent of a chronic physical illness. It’s like you’re either on fire and can’t get it together enough to put yourself out or you’re the bad ass putting out every fire with a skill beyond you. Everyday is a fist fight. You do what you can to have people to reach out to. Though if you’re an addict you likely have burned a great many bridges.

Why Skate?

Now I know these days skateboarding is becoming a commodified “legit” sport and may not be looked at as active rebellion.  FUCK THAT! I got into skateboarding and punk rock at 15 for the same reasons. I didn’t fit in and didn’t care to. I thought everything else was bull shit and the cool kids sucked anyways. 19 years later I feel the same way. Even if the landscape has changed.